you´re my aching and soothing
you´re my tears and smiles
you´re nightmares and daydreams
you´re my fear and desire
when i lay down and imagine someone to cure me
i always think of you
when i feel lonely and wish for somebody to hold me
i think of you
i´m thinking about my future
and i know i would bend to share it with you
i´m thinking about my future
and i literally run from spending it with you
i know i did no good to you
and i know it did no good to me
and even though i´d wish for you to be my man
i know you will never be
because i let you go, i made you go
and you left
it´s ok, i´m doing fine
i just sometimes wish for it to be different
i just sometimes wish you´d be with me