wave of nazare

you are so immature
yet so knowing
you feel like a mess but seem to cope
the future is laying infront of you
bright and shiny
foggy and frightening
you wonder what would happen if do this or that
you bail
because sometimes everything is too much
even though everything may not seem to be enough
you are stressing about the tiniest of irregularities
you are longing for definite plans
but are scared to commit
you feel like a mess but seem to cope
and sometimes you cry 
sometimes all of your thoughts and emotions,
all of your fears and joys 
are crashing you like the waves of nazare 
you feel alone
but are leaving 20 contacts on read
you are constantly in a hurry
but always feel like a loser 
and when everything is crashing you like the waves of nazare 
you are telling yourself you are okay
because you are
it just doesn´t always feel like that 
but you always cope